Something is happening and I definitely don't wish it to happen. But it seems to be happening slowly but really.. It's like an inevitable thing. Haiz..
Maybe you'd ask. Since you know it's happening, why don't you stop it? All I can say is.. sometimes things are beyond your control. Can you change your character? Can you change the way ppl think? Can you change the way they react to certain things? Can you change the way they feel? The answer is a big no I guess.
Hmm.. Maybe it's all meant to be. Fated I guess. God planned it out already. A small thing to you may be a big thing to others. What's yours is yours. What isn't yours, no matter how you force it, it will never be yours. Feeling so unsure now.. Haiz..
Sometimes I just feel so alone. Maybe I am alone. Just that I try not to look like I'm alone? I don't know. Hmm.. I know everyone is not perfect. Why am I trying to make others perfect? Finding fault at ppl? I don't know. Why can't I just remember not to do so? Stupid memory. Haiz. Feeling down now. I'm not that lovable after all..
After working at Zara, I can say that Singaporeans are indeed ugly. Wheneva I'm assigned the fitting room duty, I'd always meet inconsiderate ppl. Try clothes already just leave them in the fitting room. Hangers everywhere. On the floor also have.
One lady very li pu. Tried 3 jeans. Left the jeans in the fitting room, with one jeans covering over her hand bag so she didnt take it. Shld have punished her by not returning her bag hor. Hahaha.. Stupid ppl. Really throw Singaporeans' face. LOL.
Today, a customer asked if I'm korean. Do I look like one? Haha.. Then another customer took photo with me at the entrance of Zara. LOL. Also met a bo liao person. Nothing to say about her lah. Only can say she's very WU LIAO.
Oh ya! Meet the Robinsons is nice! Funny and meaningful. Grinz. Hmm.. today not very happening. That's all folks. Haha..
Been working at Zara for the past 2 weeks. Tough job man. The pay is gd but not easy to earn lor. Little bit deduct here and there. Stupid sia.
During these 2 weeks, saw a few actresses and actors le! haha.. Saw Hong Hui Fang and her hubby Zheng Ge Ping. Also saw Pan Ling Ling and her hubby Huang Shi Nan. Saw another actress but forgot her name. Lol. Cool sia. Didnt noe zara is a popular brand. Lol.
Oh ya, saw evonne and selena the other day too. oh ya! and shiling! haha.. Just 2 weeks only saw so many ppl. Met Garry that day too. At marina sq too. Woah. usually I don't meet any frenz on the streets. Marina Sq seems to be a meeting ground for frenz eh. Lol. Wonder who I will meet next. *wonders* Lol.
Anway, going for an interview at SGH this friday. Wonder which dept it is. Nervous sia. Heard got like 3 or 4 interviewers! Siao. Wonder why need so many. Hope everything goes well. *prays* Though the pay is low, not as gd as zara, but itz for my future ba. At least got exp in my field of study I guess. Haha..
