Today is simply a bad day lah. First is the char siew bao issue. Queued v long for it during lunch time. Tried my best to reach there as early as poss but still the bao ran out. Couldn't get all my orders. Next, auntie overcharged us. And the stupid me didnt ask her. Haiz.


This is followed by 2 difficult outpatient cases.


1st patient. Auntie. 68. Has dementia. Kept talking non-stop, repeating the same things over and over again. Super restless. Ade had to entertain her for an hr. Poor Ade. As a result, she got a backache.


2nd patient. 17 yr old boy. Gangster-like. Put so much gel on his hair. Has lotsa dandruff as a result. Kept flying all over when I was measuring his head. Didn't help when he kept figeting and talking on the phone.


I'm simply pissed off. Vented my anger on auntie. My tone changed. Haiz. I cannot be as patient as Ade.


Next, had to sort out the bao issue. Cos there was a shortage of bao, we negotiated and divided them. Then, we had to settle the $. I hate settling $ issues. I'm very poor at accounts.


Didn't improve the situation when Mdm C added to my workload. Asked me to disconnect the com etc. Hate her.


I claimed half an hr time-off. In the end, it was wasted. I'm too tired to explain. I'm just being very brief. No mood to explain. Tired. Really exhausted. Both mentally and physically.


Sydney uni. Shld I go? Pressurized. Big decision making again. Smthg that I've always hated to the core. Cos I can't stand regrets. And I seem to be always making wrong decisions only to regret it later. I don't want that. Esp for decisions that can change my life... determine my path...


What shld I do? I need Him. My Lord. Simply said. Easily understood. Haix.. duno what rubbish post I'm writing lah. Sianzzz...